I'm feeling it again... not really know how to describe it but I'll try...
It's that weird warmth fussy feeling that compresses your heart till sometime it aches and hurts...
You walking down the street smiling... smiling to yourself uncontrollably... getting strange stares from strangers...
You believe that Life is good... no complaints or what so ever and Life is truly good...
Your steps are lighter but that's not because of your long awaited weight loss or the music in your earphones...
Maybe its the first sight of snow! The sight of falling snow that warms your heart and soul I said to myself...
But that's not it! What transpires from this feeling deep down, which I do sometime feel so suffocated is the core...
Its the Love! That Love acting like a big lump at the back of your throat! That Love in you that's dying to jump out!
That Love that makes you want to shout at the top of your voice but still remain unheard and muffled!
That Love you want to share generously and wholeheartedly but selfishly and carefully reserved!
That Love that makes you want to embrace someone but only have yourself and your pillow in the morning!
That Love that makes every moment in your life brighter but so bright that dimmer is the only way to not spoil those moments!
That Love that sometimes make you long for that special silence, that eye contact, that light touch, that embrace, that sweet smell, that unspoken understanding, that node of agreement, that smile across a crowded room, that longing for one... can sometime be so overwhelming and consuming!
That Love that sometimes make you feel that its so much, so great, so strong that your body and mind is going to explode! It sometime feels like you are catching your last breath before you are drowned...
And I've to clench my heart and pray that this feeling will subside and go away...
Is this Beautiful but Tragic? Or is this Tragic but Beautiful?
That's how I feel sometimes...
It's that weird warmth fussy feeling that compresses your heart till sometime it aches and hurts...
You walking down the street smiling... smiling to yourself uncontrollably... getting strange stares from strangers...
You believe that Life is good... no complaints or what so ever and Life is truly good...
Your steps are lighter but that's not because of your long awaited weight loss or the music in your earphones...
Maybe its the first sight of snow! The sight of falling snow that warms your heart and soul I said to myself...
But that's not it! What transpires from this feeling deep down, which I do sometime feel so suffocated is the core...
Its the Love! That Love acting like a big lump at the back of your throat! That Love in you that's dying to jump out!
That Love that makes you want to shout at the top of your voice but still remain unheard and muffled!
That Love you want to share generously and wholeheartedly but selfishly and carefully reserved!
That Love that makes you want to embrace someone but only have yourself and your pillow in the morning!
That Love that makes every moment in your life brighter but so bright that dimmer is the only way to not spoil those moments!
That Love that sometimes make you long for that special silence, that eye contact, that light touch, that embrace, that sweet smell, that unspoken understanding, that node of agreement, that smile across a crowded room, that longing for one... can sometime be so overwhelming and consuming!
That Love that sometimes make you feel that its so much, so great, so strong that your body and mind is going to explode! It sometime feels like you are catching your last breath before you are drowned...
And I've to clench my heart and pray that this feeling will subside and go away...
Is this Beautiful but Tragic? Or is this Tragic but Beautiful?
That's how I feel sometimes...
1 comment:
NO!!! Not at all!!! Even though he is very sweet but NO!!!
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