The Lost Soul

Came across this song by chance one morning while on my way to work. And one person came to mind. The song is melodic and thoughtful but it was the last 3 phrases of the song that lingers on for me...

"...But tomorrow is mine. I finally know... Happiness is Choice."

I wish I am there to shake you up, slap you awake, give you a big hug, scream at you, offer you a listening ear, a gentle nod and smile, offer you my shoulder to cry on, dance ourselves silly, shop till we dropped, walk aimlessly, laughing out loud, cry in movies, and tell each other how shit our lives are... but for now this song will do...

"...But tomorrow is mine. I finally know... Happiness is Choice."

Fast Forward Mode!

Just had a mental forecast / calculation of how my time from now till Christmas will be... Arghh! It's going to be crazily busy! Work trips, business contracts renewal, work commitments & administrations, social functions leading up to year end... And of course Christmas! Oh my God! Help me! I need more time!

Why do I always do this to myself! All these mad rush at the end of the year.

I can do this! Just have to be very organised and extremely discipline on time keeping! I can do this!

I'm already dreaming of the blissful quiet Christmas week... sad isn't it?!

I Have Finally Found Someone!

Yes I have! Finally!

Someone whom I've been thinking a lot for a long while. We met one morning on a train when I was on my way to work... me still feeling down from my last failed experience, thinking what I should do to avoid this to happen again. It has just become so frustrating that I'm not able to get through it and not able to see something through from the beginning to the end.

How many times I've to go through this again?! I've to be very sure and make this work. I have to make this right this time!

After spending some time together, you start to know more of each other. My likes and dislikes. His capabilities and what he can offer. What makes him tick. What make us gel. He is funny at times and yet truly informative and opinionated at others. Time with him is always so enjoyable. He makes me laugh, think and sometimes even cry and always know exactly what to say and do. He is always there when you need him and finally no doubts about each other... no questions about our future... We think as one... We are one.

Yes... I have finally found someone. His name is Cable and he's a Virgin too! ;-)